You may recall that I am taking a Prosperity Consciousness class. Key 3 is:
Build a Greater Awareness of the Truth.
This lesson was about discovering the powerful and pervasive limiting beliefs we have that hold us back.
This class is powerful. Life changing!
As I did the work, I discovered that my core belief is not pretty. Even with all the work I’ve done in my life to overcome childhood abuse, domestic violence, alcohol and drug use, and a brain injury, I knew something dark still lurked. It turns out that it is a limiting belief that needs to be transformed. Now that the limiting belief has been brought to Light, that transformation can occur.
This limiting belief is NOT me, but it is a belief stamped into my subconscious since childhood that has been tagging along like an unwanted tick on a dog. I thought such toxicity had long been eradicated, but there it sat. When I realized it, I was shocked. Here it is:
I do not deserve to live. And if I do, I will not amount to anything.
Powerful and pervasive indeed – IF left in the dark. But no more. I understand its origin and long ago embraced the facets of my life that created it. I spent many years working through acceptance and forgiveness – of myself and many others. Now I have the opportunity to completely change that lurking, limiting belief into a new core belief:
GOD IS (Matthew 14:27) and I AM (The Creative Life, Eric Butterworth, Pp. 8-9).
This has been a springboard in my life for quite awhile now from which many of my beliefs already operate, but in my heightened state of awareness I am making it my core belief that will permeate all else. It is powerful, pervasive, and UNlimited.
I am so very grateful for this revelation.
I have shared the following before, but it is worth repeating. I heard Jana Stanfield say this in a concert:
Coincidence is God remaining anonymous.Serendipity is God leaving his signature.Synchronicity is God showing off.
This class has put me in a state of synchronicity, and my spiritual growth is on an exponential curve. So it didn’t surprise me when the reading I chose for my morning meditation was spot on:
Feelings and Surrender, October 17
The Language of Letting Go, Melody Beattie
Trust in the rightness of timing, and the freedom at the other end,
as you struggle humanly through this spiritual experience.
God is good. All the time. And so it is.